I’m broken n i don’t know how to heal myself.
 I cry to myself every night.
 Like i really want the pain to go away but i know I’m hurting for a reason . 
When will it stop tho. 
I have learned so much from this pain but y is it still hurting so much . 
The older i get the deeper the wound gets. 
What am i doing wrong. 
I just want it to go away.
 Rejection has become apart of me n the feeling is indescribable. 
I feel like I’m not wanted. 
My daddy put a spell on me.
 Every nigga i meet reminds me of him. 
They want me then they leave me.
 Like i don’t know how much of this i wanna take.
 I’m looking for love in all the wrong places but i don’t know how the right places look. 
I’m using so many outlets to numb the pain but it just won’t go away. 
I just want it to go away. 
Even if it doesn’t go away give me something that’s worth going through the pain.
 Right now i just don’t know. 
But its Gods plan right??
Chiquita Hyche is a good friend, poet, and nail tech.


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