I’m broken n i don’t know how to heal myself.
I cry to myself every night.
Like i really want the pain to go away but i know I’m hurting for a reason .
When will it stop tho.
I have learned so much from this pain but y is it still hurting so much .
The older i get the deeper the wound gets.
What am i doing wrong.
I just want it to go away.
Rejection has become apart of me n the feeling is indescribable.
I feel like I’m not wanted.
My daddy put a spell on me.
Every nigga i meet reminds me of him.
They want me then they leave me.
Like i don’t know how much of this i wanna take.
I’m looking for love in all the wrong places but i don’t know how the right places look.
I’m using so many outlets to numb the pain but it just won’t go away.
I just want it to go away.
Even if it doesn’t go away give me something that’s worth going through the pain.
Right now i just don’t know.
But its Gods plan right??
Chiquita Hyche is a good friend, poet, and nail tech.
